Feature Film AFIN 177

Let Me Have My Son

Directed by Cristóbal Krusen

AFIN 2023 Nominee · 4 nominations

  • 2023
  • 1h 59m
  • USA
  • English, Spanish
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Synopsis

Informed that his son, Benny, has recovered from schizophrenia, Ben Whitmore Sr. travels to Middlemouth Security Hospital to bring Benny home, only to discover he’s nowhere to be found. This is the storyline of Let Me Have My Son, a semi-autobiographical, emotion-laden tale of a father coming to grips with his son’s devastating mental illness.

Director's Statement

Cristóbal Krusen, filmmaker portrait provided to AFIN.

Let Me Have My Son is based on my personal experience coming to grips with my firstborn son’s struggles with mental illness. My son has suffered. His family has suffered. Yet all our troubles and heartache shall be redeemed. Of that I am sure. Let Me Have My Son is not a documentary, nor an effort to promote the latest scientific breakthrough or miracle cure for the scourge of mental illness. Nor is it our intention with the film to stir up controversy for the sake of controversy, or advocate for sweeping changes in the mental healthcare system - even where change in the system might be indicated. More than anything else, Let Me Have My Son is intended as a heartfelt expression of the longing we all have as human beings to make sense of our greatest pain and suffering. I can speak from personal experience that medicine alone cannot solve the problem of mental illness. Indeed, if we are looking for doors of healing and understanding to open in this life only, we are setting ourselves up for disappointment beyond words. According to WHO (World Health Organization), mental disorders affect one of four people worldwide. And let’s be real… This is an issue probably close to you as well, at least to some degree. Maybe it’s not in your immediate family… Perhaps it’s your cousin… an aunt or uncle far away… the neighbor’s son across the street. The question becomes what do we do when faced with a situation as intractable as mental illness? Our approach in Let Me Have My Son is to venture down a spiritual path, bringing hope and empathy to the hurting. Messenger Films is a 501c3 corporation. It is our goal to communicate in the universal language of cinema, addressing the deep needs of the soul through films of beauty, stories of hope. MOVIE LOGLINE: An ailing father, informed that his son has recovered from schizophrenia, travels to the state mental hospital to take him home, only to discover he’s nowhere to be found.

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Director's Biography

Cristóbal Krusen, filmmaker portrait provided to AFIN. Cristóbal Krusen Director

Cristóbal Krusen was born and raised in Tampa, Florida. He majored in English Literature at Harvard University, intent on making his mark as a poet and novelist. A growing interest in photography and filmmaking, however, led him to transfer to New York University where he changed majors and graduated with a BFA in Film and Television in 1976. He later attended Art Center College of Design in Pasadena, California where he received his MFA in Film in 1989. Cristóbal’s filmmaking career began in New York City following graduation from NYU. He has since worked as a writer/director of feature film and television for more than thirty years, helming numerous productions overseas. He is best known for the award-winning films Final Solution, More Than Dreams, ¿Con Quién Te Vas?, Undaunted, and Sabina K. He is currently completing Let Me Have My Son, due for a fall release in 2022. Working in multiple languages, Cristóbal is known for a poetic cinematic style, and the ability to draw intense and intimate performances from actors, including amateur actors. His film work has been recognized at major film festivals in North America, Australia, South Africa, Tanzania, Italy, Bosnia and Herzegovina, the Netherlands, India, Switzerland and Cuba.

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  • Nathan Barlow Benjamin "Benny" Whitmore Jr.
  • Tony Denman Sidney
  • Robert Shepherd Sonny
  • Ladonna Craelius Genevieve
  • Valerie Rose Holly
  • Abdie Sabrie Mohamed Awale
  • Brent Teclaw Gate guard

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Recognised in these categories at AFIN 2023, as announced that season.

  • Best Feature Film Finalist
  • Best Cinematography Finalist
  • Best Visual Effects Finalist

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Let Me Have My Son was an official Nominee for Best Actor, Best Costume Design, Best Original Score and Best Production Design at the AFIN International Film Festival 2023, a Top 100 Best Reviewed and IMDb-qualifying festival.

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